Loneliness ~

Hi Hi world..

I am bored to death and I really don't know how to overcome the feeling ~

There are times where I want to drink and smoke my pains away, but I am not a smoker and I don't want to get addictive plus I don't want to drink too much alcohol cos' I don't want to get shaggy tum..tum..he he he !! Not since I'm trying so hard to maintain an iron board tum..tum..lol

I want a big bear warm hug, I want to cuddle, pillow talks, I want the sweet touches, *sigh* I seriously missing those moment..

Being single and available is good in a way but it's not perfect cos' there are things that you can't have from being single, no ones to talk to, no ones to tell you that everything is going to be alright when you're a mess ~~ BUT again, I guess nothing is perfect in real world which is kind of sucks *Dissapointed*...I mean sure you can still talks to your "friends" but the feelings is different..I am assuming whoever that read my blog and been in relationship before will understand what I'm saying..*No Offence* to those that have never been into relationship ~~

Eventhough I am out with a bunch of friends but the feeling of emptiness and loneliness is still there even if I'm hoping it will go and shed away but its NOT !! So suck big times ... :]

Anyway, I also just want to apologized to people who I let down recently, I don't mean it guys !!

I am sincerely and genuinely SORRY ...

, Linda - * 我很想你, kZ *